Tuesday 12 November 2013

Dont try to understand me cause I want to be the #1 to understand myself

How to understand yourself ;
when you not even know who you are.

I try to be more friendly to my freinds ;
Yet I forgot to be friendly to myself

Am I too busy thinking for others -
who don't even care about me

I always hide my feelings ;
that others would be shock
if they know that is me

The things matter the most was in my heart
that I coudn't tell anyone but myself

How do you think the feelings
to be someone else,
then pretend to be my bestfriends
when it is actually me..

Why do you think that I have to be someone else
to listen to my concerned...
while I adviced the other not to be
SOMEONE ELSE

If just I'm strong enough it's okay
But did I ?
I guess not

Like patrick say :



Will my FRIENDS know that I am
actually concerned ...

I will just heal myself ;
yet no one knows


Like Mr. Krabs say :